Do you ever want real solitude? I am emotionally and physically drained from the last month of my life traveling, hanging out with kids and taking on change. There is no better time than now to ask God to fill me up and send me out in the way he wants me to go. I'm on fire for God, yet I want nothing more than to rest. If only I could step away from the world, into a private cabin in a lush green far off wood. The longing to spend hours alone with God in prayer, meditation and conversation is not being filled in this crazy life. I'm struggling to figure out who I am, where I'm going, what I have to offer and why I'm here. These things are constantly swirling around in my head, distracting me from the importance of me. An amazing man recently said "satisfaction will never be reached when you thirst for acceptance and worth in those around you". Thank you Arnold Camacho for speaking to my heart what I've needed to hear so badly.
Lord hear my prayer,
Heal my friends and family from suffering, pain, discomfort, confusion, and struggles. Use me in every way you have planned. I am broken and sinful, Lord guide me. This day has been tough and I am just speechless and still processing everything. What should I do? I don't know how to make these decisions on my own, I'm listening.
I love you Daddy,
Your Daughter
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